Your not helping your argument at all GOC. Maybe apologizing might be a good start. ( I wasn't around to see what you did but I assume you should apologize)
Oh. Well then maybe you should write a massive paragraph on why you want to come back and why we should let you back etc. That might do nothing. It might do everything. Not up to me though so it's hit or miss lol.
Yet people have already convinced themselves that you are an arse, you can change that over time. This would be a step forward I should say.